i think my mood of late has been pretty self explanatory..
brain dead,
movements restricted,
lack of stimulation for the body & mind, i refuses to look at redbull as an alternative..

I've become tired of my surroundings including my occupation,
I'm @ a point in my life where i feel i need to begin my search for a way to express myself,
find something I'm extremely fond off and perfect it..
i don't want my name to be on that list saying "congratulations to Willie for working in this company for 40years".. the thought of that is skin cringing!

they say actions speak louder then words.. so i guess i need to start having faith in myself again.