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ONCEAFAIRYTALE

A great video directed by Spike Jonze(Where the Wild Things Grow) and Kanye West.

WORDUP!

I'm starting a new segment ladies and gents as off today airing my views opinions without putting others feelings or emotions into prospective,
Just telling it how it is. ..
so if it becomes too much to take in you always have the option of tuning else where. ..
so without further a do here it is... the big launch!!

Today's WORD UP! : Instead of shaving your hair one level and dying it blond and claiming to be inspired by amber rose,
i suggest u invest in an initiative and do what works for you,
cause quite frankly some of you look like dudes...
WORD UP!

It's not that im easily distracted. . .

I'm just easily attracted. . .

SHE'S.

................What my eyes define as L O V E.

SALUTESALOU.

OHWOW!

Apologies ladies and gents,
i know i haven't been blogging as much lately Ive been busy,
but just cause I'm busy doesn't mean i don't love y'all ;)

I just came back from vacation,
twas good,
caught untold amount of jokes,
met some really cool people around Europe,
but most importantly i relaxed.

but I'm back now... so i shouldn't have any excuses for not blogging,
or should i ? hmm.... LOL

ANEWAGE.

Despite recent news relating the tragic & sudden death of the great Micheal Jackson..
I'd like everyone to just honour his life and career and how he's touched us with his music growing up.. i know for sure i was shocked and gutted at the news and couldn't believe it but it just goes to show.. life's to short whilst tomorrow is never promised.

But none the less I'd like to divert your attention just a little bit to talk to you about the new project the all mighty SA-Ra titled "Nuclear Evolution - The Age Of Love".

Its not for beginners or sensitive hearts,
It's well thought through with some thought prevoking songs which i actually like.

My Favourite songs out of the album so far has to be "spacefruit" followed by "bitch baby",
I strongly suggest you invest towards that album.

BRAINDEAD.

i think my mood of late has been pretty self explanatory..
brain dead,
exhausted,
limited,
movements restricted,
lack of stimulation for the body & mind, i refuses to look at redbull as an alternative..

I've become tired of my surroundings including my occupation,
I'm @ a point in my life where i feel i need to begin my search for a way to express myself,
find something I'm extremely fond off and perfect it..
i don't want my name to be on that list saying "congratulations to Willie for working in this company for 40years".. the thought of that is skin cringing!

they say actions speak louder then words.. so i guess i need to start having faith in myself again.

MISSESSOFLY.

It's been on repeat on my ipod and PC for a few days. . .

GIMMIESPACE - GIMMIEROOM.

Apologies for the lack of blogging!
I've been residing on mars,
i just require my own space for a while before regular scheduled programming are restored.

So don't catch feelings if i act disinterested towards your propositions. :P

DEPARTURE

Hi.

I was standing at the bus stop & heard a voice behind me say "Hi". . . ahh i just fell all apart inside because i haven't heard that voice in such a long time. . .

INTHEEND.

I must admit,
I still fantasizes about you,
my Friday night fix, *i smile*
she fed my every addiction yet i turn around and allow my selfishness to get the better of me.

LEARNINGCURB.

i just learnt a lesson in life,
didn't realise i was that self obsessed,
so for that i don't think an apology is enough for unhappiness you experinced,
you said i didnt make you happy and im mad at myself for that because you deserved to be happy,
it certainly knocked the cool out of my walk,
i feel like a fish out of water,
not knowing what to do or where to go,
the things i was acustomed too things i found great comfort in are no longer there.


But there you go,
another learning curb in my life,
only if we could use the dreams of the blind to see..

FLOWERS.

MYLIFE.

The 4th & 5th of march marked for me the return of spring,
after an eventful morning on the 4th the sun started to shine on me come Saturday morning,
it felt good,
i felt good,
so i got up and went for a stroll by the river to get me some peace of mind.

# my life my life my life.......... in the sunshiiiiiiiiiiiiiine #

pictures by yours truely.

"IBELIEVE"

I think that kids should dress like me when they become a master. You not supposed to carry a gun unless you trained to carry a gun. You can’t do what the cowboys do. You can’t do what the Indians do. I’m a big guy; I’m not a little guy. There’s stages to this shit. I’m a professional. You can’t really go out wearing tights and Stephen Sprouse tights and shit. You don’t know how to do that. Stick to the skinny pants for right now. There’s phases—you just got out the baggy pants and the throwbacks! - Taz Arnold.

GOODMORNING.

Taken from Blu(e)'s Album - HerFavouriteColour.

WALKINGAFINELINE.

what is the difference between arrogant & being super confident?
which one am i if i could back up what i say?

answer in a post card please...

français de Chester

MYAGENDAISCLEAR.

Ive come to the conclusion that I'm borderline anti-social,
allow me to explain why...
i rarely go out to the usual shindigs hence why you don't see my face about,
my idea of living the life does not consist of abusing the same activities till the novelty wears off.
i.e clubbing, hanging out in pubs, drinking.. yada yada yada...

i constantly remind people not to get offended if i don't holla back,
although i do feel slightly bad for not getting in touch more often,
but understand fully... if i don't know you well.. it will be a hi & bye thing.
or how i like to call it "a meet and greet",
i know for sho i get labeled allot,
"argh he thinks he's too nice",
"argh he's feeling himself.." or the usual one "he thinks he's too good for us, like we're inferior",
truth of the matter is...
the only time i feel people are inferior to me is when they show a lack of communication skills, no individualism & no common sense.
as i mentioned before,
this isn't a place for begenniers or sensitive hearts - sade.

Absolutely.

Absolute power corrupts, absolutely.

IAMYOURMIND.

i need more then sex to nourish my equilibrium... but i do need sex. - Roy Ayers.

WOMEN&TATTOOS

they piss sex appeal,
...honestly.

DIDIMENTION?

oh didn't i?
then allow me to refresh your memory bit#h!

HAPPIENESS.

ATOAST.

To my grandmother
her name is Asha Abdi
...she's been through the wars,
not the kind where it involved a waging of armed conflict against an enemy,
but the type where it involved a concerted campaign to end something that is injurious,
so she deserves the props for her mental strength and her will to give up her all for other mouths to feed,
...for also nurturing and molding a fine well presented, well behaved specimen you witness infront of you (myself) to what he is right now,
she deserves a nobel peace prize
..so please ladies and gentlemen join me as i appluad someone whos so dear to me & made a huge impact in my life, heres to you grandma! ;]..

R.I.P Grandma,
you won't ever be forgotten.

BEAUTIFULDAY.

I woke up,
the date was March 15th 2009.
i could feel the sunlight as it crept through my curtins it nearly blinded me,
i just about forced my self to get up and look through my window and there it was...a feeling i haven't experinced since i was last on holiday...

a Beautiful Day.
it was a refreshing feeling,
it made my mind escape from my the pain that i endured from playing football the previous night...
now i know why life doesn't have more days like these,
makes me appreciate days like these more.

DOUBLESTANDARDS.

I was browsing the world wide web & came across this picture you see above which clearly had a stimulating effect on me, then an idea came to mind.. i wanted to see how the general members of the world wide web along with my social circle would react to such a picture.

So i posted it up on facebook their reaction was as expected, it was like it is forbidden & they would never indulge in such antics, which then made me ask them "WHY THE F#%K ARE YOU FRONTIN' YO?"

NOW I ASK! are common folks (Is what i define common folks as general Londoners) guilty of double standards? when its apparent that they treat themselves to a bite out of the space fruit behind closed yet when they are confronted about the matter they begin to get defensive..hm.

If I'm correct sex isn't a taboo subject anymore nor do we live in the 1950's. So why are people so stiff when it comes to sex but its NOT sex alone, but expressing themselves in general.. don't you feel limited? *sighs*

I sense a lack of satisfaction amongst the population of London, too many self centered individuals who rely on alcohol to enhance your personality.. and I'm sorry but once you depend on alcohol to "loosen you up" it just indicates to me your a DEAD FISH I'm aware that i am in not position to tell people how to live their lives but allow me to give you once piece of advise... stop being concerned about what others think and once you start living your life as you wish by your own means you will see life is worth living my friends.

THERECIEPEFORLIFE.

i'll be sure to get my gordan ramsey on.